new journal. [05 Mar 2004|02:01am] xenoripley Add me if you want to. This can be your guilt free way of getting me off your friend of list. Comments: 3 metroids - destroy me.

Moons and Junes and Ferris wheels. [05 Mar 2004|02:01am] I went to the Central Florida Fair today with Squirrel and Adam. I had a good time. I started to feel sick towards the end though. That stench of carnie gets to me everytime. The rides were very fun. A lot better than the shitty ones we had last time at Brevard County Fair. Next Tuesday Squirrel's mom, Shayne, and I are going to see Vicki Lawrence and Mama: A 2 Woman Show. I can not wait. I absolutely love Vicki Lawrence! I hope the show will be good, as I'm sure it will be. Monday the 15th I am going to Islands of Adventure with Nicki and Cathy. I'm going to buy an annual pass. Rock on. I'm going to look into moving out of state after I get my AA and finish school at another university. I really want some time away from everyone. You know what they say... absence makes the heart grow fonder. Comments: destroy me.

Friday The 13th [13 Feb 2004|05:31am] [ mood | shocked ] Hey this is odd. It's Friday the 13th and SpikeTv is Not showing a Friday The 13th marathon? What the heck is wrong with them? The universe must be coming to an end. Comments: destroy me.

AMERICA'S SWEETHEART [10 Feb 2004|11:00am] DON'T FORGET TO BUY THE NEW COURTNEY LOVE ALBUME TODAY! Comments: 1 metroids - destroy me.

tattoo's [09 Feb 2004|05:50am] Here is a healed version of my Halloween II pumpkin - Also, in case anyone has never seen it this is my other tattoo : Comments: 2 metroids - destroy me.

this above all [09 Feb 2004|05:27am] [ mood | crappy ] Bah. Does anyone know what I should go to school for? I am getting very frustrated with my schooling and just don't know what to do with it. I'm only 9 credits into my college life and I just have no idea what I want to do. I really hate the "core" classes, as everyone does. My main beef is math. I have to take these three prep math classes which are awful, and then when I finish those I have to take at least 2 more real math classes. I wish there was something I had a knack for that I could possibly build an education/career off of. Can playing metroid games and listening to Courtney Love be considered a major? No, probably not. I asked to be taken off weekdays at work in order to devote more time to school. The thing is, that only leaves me with 18 hours of work. So now I am going to ask for two 12 hour shifts. One on Friday, one on Saturday and then a normal 6 hour shift on sunday. Which would make for 30 hours. 12 hours would be very strenuous but I know I can do it, I've worked them before. Comments: 3 metroids - destroy me.

Never Gonna Be The Same [08 Feb 2004|06:24pm] [ mood | creative ] Called me up today Should've stood in your way You lied And everywhere a dream Nothing came between I died Give me a way I will not bleed for you God comes down Never gonna be the same Never gonna be the same Never gonna be the same And if you wanted water And if you wanted food And if you want shelter I can not come over to you And if you want love now Or a needle and a spoon You gotta show a little faith in me baby i can't come over to you It's never gonna be the same Never gonna be the same God come on down And if you want out Sitting by the bay Well the sun went down tomorrow It will not come up today And if you want love now Or rapture un so cruel If theirs a god it's me Now baby i can not come over to you Never gonna be the same She drew me in anyway She lied Gotta show a little faith Your old cross you made What goes up must come down and down and down Cry And if i wanted fame All the glory all the womb? And if i want my name emblazoned in all the light in you And if i wanted Christ or a Messiah by my side I can't believe in anything i know that mary lied Sucked you up today Could've got away Oh mary lied Do you know Can you feel it Do you feel me Yeah And if you wanted madness and if you want whats pure Well you gotta come over to me baby my life doesn't reach to you and If you want so unconditional and real you gotta ride That black horse baby through the depths of hell that i've been follow Me away I will be the same Strongest one to name Through the valley of life I'm gonna be the same Goodnight goodnight goodnight Ah goodnight Oh you'll never be the same Man Courtney Love is so fucking great. I want to do a music video to this song based on Alien3. The mood of the song fits the movie so well. It would have lots of slow-mo shots of Sigourney. Very dramatic lol. Everyone - DON'T FORGET TO BUY THE NEW COURTNEY LOVE CD "AMERICA'S SWEETHEART" ON FEB. 10TH. BEST BUY HAS IT FOR 10 BUCKS, YOU CAN NOT BEAT THAT! TRUST ME THE ALBUM IS GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Comments: 1 metroids - destroy me.

I love mail. [06 Feb 2004|04:18pm] I got lots of things in the mail today. My "Soldier's Girl" dvd that I ordered from Amazon.com My Courtney Love street team promo items. A Jack Off Jill "Cunt" shirt and Scarling CD. \That was all. It all rocks, etc. Comments: destroy me.

OMG [31 Jan 2004|05:23am] I am in mid listen to a few new courtney love songs and man oh man I love this woman so much. I will be at Best Buy when they open to be the first person to buy her CD and be promoting it with stickers! Comments: 1 metroids - destroy me.

What does it look like I'm doing? [27 Jan 2004|06:24am] [ mood | annoyed ] Well, my tattoo is healing alright. It should be 100% by this time next week. My classes are going okay. I love my Comm 1 and Health classes, they are a breeze. My science class gets a little aggravating but I can manage. I still hate my math class. I talked to someone about having it moved or something. The teacher for it is whacked out. He spends more than half the class lecturing when we should be on the math program getting work done. I'm kind of getting annoyed with my job. I wanted to be put on graveyard so bad, and now that I am I get bored out of my mind. It is so slow. I get like 8 tables a night and make less than 20 dollars a night on weekdays. Even slow nights at the Merritt Island store were better than that. Everyone keeps talking about this "season" that is supposedly going to kick in soon. It better hurry because I cant live off this for much longer. Next semester I think I am going to definitely get early morning classes at school and just work from 11pm-5am and then go to classes from 7am-9am and then crash. Sorry for the post. I know it didn't have much meaning or interesting stuff. Comments: destroy me.

The blackest eyes... The devils eyes.... [18 Jan 2004|11:52pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] I went to a tattoo convention today with Nicki, Dan, and two girls I just met; Mariah and Heather. It was my first convention and very very fun! Of course I got some work done. I got the Halloween 2 skull pumpkin on my upper left chest. This is me with the convention clown,Cookie. She made a balloon animal of spider man riding a harley. Awesome eh? Me getting my tattoo done by an awesome chick named Tiffany. Visit her employers site: http://www.karibarba.com Here is the swollen, bloody result. (This will look better when the swelling goes down, the colors fade to normal and Im not seeping out tiny amounts of blood) Fun fun. I'm going to get this on the right side of my chest in a month or so: Comments: destroy me.

School Days [13 Jan 2004|03:09pm] [ mood | excited ] Well, I'm back to school again. My classes are a lot better this semester than they were from the last. I'm taking Comm 1, which is good so far. The teacher is nice and has a good sense of humor. I'm taking Health Analysis and Improvement on Wednesday nights and I love this class, so far. Tomorrow night we actually get to go into the gym. I like that I have this class, it gives me time to exercise and with good equipment and in a safe environment. (My exercising until now has consisted of uncomfortable sit ups on my hard tile floor and jogging through my ghetto neighborhood with my pit bull) Thursday is my prep math class, but I didn't go last Thursday so I have yet to go there. I can imagine I'll like it as much as I did my last prep math class, which wasn't a lot. Tonight I have my Biology class. I don't like science to much but I hear this class is easy. Plus, it's a hybrid course, so half of it is online. That means I dont have to spend as much time in class. Freddy Vs Jason came out on DVD today. I think I'll pick it up after work. I also need to buy some gym clothes lol. Godbless Walmart for being open 24 hours like me! Hopefully I make at least 50 dollars tonight because I expect I'll probably spend that much tonight LOL. OH! also, I bought a bad ass new amp. It's fucking huge. I can play loud again!!! I need to get a pickup for my acoustic but for now I'm rocking my Dano again. How I missed the electric. Comments: destroy me.

Happy Birthday [06 Jan 2004|11:16am] Today is my 18th birthday. Comments: 18 metroids - destroy me.

[05 Jan 2004|11:05pm] Hrm I was going through IMDB and realized the following people were born on January6th as well as me. Joey Lauren Adams, Howie Long, and Rowan "Mr Bean" Atkinson. Also, the lovely Vivian Vance was married on January 6th. Unfortunatly so was George Dubya. He sucks. Comments: destroy me.

Too cute for an LJ Cut [05 Jan 2004|01:28am] [ mood | happy ] Kate took those pictures of me and my baby Isis on Saturday. She came over and we exchanged Xmas gifts (finally) she made me these beautiful wrist warmers: Today i went to Islands of Adventure and Universal with Nicki, Dan, Cathy and myself. It was very very fun. Pictures coming soon. Nicki, Squirrel and I are going again tomorrow. Horaay for fun. For the record. Nicki's mother is offended by my Psychotica shirt, and 4 workers at IOA took notice to it in shock. For those who havent seen it looks like this : Comments: 4 metroids - destroy me.

ONE WEEK! [30 Dec 2003|01:55am] 7 days! Comments: 2 metroids - destroy me.

walk on by... [24 Dec 2003|11:52pm] [ mood | happy ] My family is weird and we opened our presents this afternoon out of convenience, since me and my sister work schedules conflict. So we realized everyone was home and could stay there for an hour so bam we opened the presents. Here's the stuff I got for Christmas: A grey sweater. Nintendo Gamecube w/ Zelda bonus game Metroid Prime for Gamecube. Rocky Horror 10" Picture Disc (Thanks Squirrel!) Cyndi Lauper - At Last CD (Thanks Squirrel!) Flannel Sheets (Thanks Shayne!) Vinyl Record looking CDr's (Thanks Shayne!) Copycat DVD (Thanks Nicki!) That's it so far. Pretty good stuff. I am very happy, and very thankful. Everyone seemed to love the present's I got for them. Especially Nicki's Mom!! ///endtransmission Comments: 4 metroids - destroy me.

[24 Dec 2003|01:24am] [ mood | sad ] So I've been working a lot recently. I have had 5-11 pretty much every night for the past 2 weeks. Since I don't wake up until 2ish than I have no time for anything before work. Then everyone is asleep by the time I get off work. So I'm pretty isolated. The only person I've been hanging out with is my sister, at least we get along now. I saw this guy in Denny's today. He made me so angry because he was so happy and I'm not. I don't know why this specific guy bothered me but he did. It's not his fault I'm not happy but I got extremely jealous and sad for a while. I know things that need to change to make me happier (or at least I think they will) but I'm not a strong enough person to make them. Bah. Shut the fuck up, pansy. ////endtransmission. ps : wasn't Boy Meets World the worst show ever? Comments: 5 metroids - destroy me.

Shivers. [19 Dec 2003|06:53am] [ mood | creative ] "Oh God you owe me one more song, so i can prove to you that I am so much better than him" "Oh God, I'd give you anything to hear you say that I was right and you were wrong" I love that lyric. Speaking to god commandingly through lyric is an interesting concept. I remember the first time I spoke to god in a lyric. I was very happy with myself for doing it without any hate involved. It was almost liberating. The lyric was shit in the long run but it was still a hurdle I was glad to jump. Comments: 2 metroids - destroy me.

(optional) [19 Dec 2003|06:19am] [ mood | relieved ] Okay now is the time to explain my last post. Firstly, My mom went into the hospital last night. I didn't know why until after I had left work, so until then I was pretty worried about her. So, after hearing the news I had to go into work. Once I get there the place was a mess, as usual. It wasn't even busy and the place was still falling apart. I got really upset by the mix of my mom and how stressing this workplace was. It's really an awful place. The servers show NO teamwork, the cooks are awful, etc etc. So I asked if I could leave so I could go be with my mom. At first my manager said yes. Then she changed her mind after talking to another server (what he said to her I don't know) She threw things in my face like "his mom has cancer, mines dead". (Inside I was saying WHOA, that is messed up to say that to me, it's like she's saying I shouldnt care because other people's moms are worse?) So I promptly said to her "Carolyn this is my two weeks okay." She followed me back inside the restaurant and made me go into her office. She said "Don't you ever threaten me like that, next time I will fire you". I said "I wasn't threatening you, I meant it". So she then said "Why dont you just leave now". She then went off about her life sucking and all this BS and kept harping on "why dont you just leave now". So I did. I made it clear many times I was willing to work the rest of my schedule and the rest of the night. She didn't care. She wanted me gone she said. So I left. My mom turned out to be fine but still, I didnt know that yet. I was really worried, and not knowing was horrible. This morning I called the store manager and explained it all to her and she is going to give me a job at the cocoa beach store. It's farther away but I need a job. I wont stay there long. I'm going to start looking for a new job after christmas anyway. Comments: 3 metroids - destroy me.

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